Wonderful. He's wonderful. Yet true to form it's far from simple.
I find myself staring irony right in the face. Hysterically, ironic. I actually find myself sat here laughing at the whole scenario.
The crux; only just split up with his long term girlfriend. I am completely enchanted by his presence and find it ridiculously difficult to restrain sending a quick text, or throwing a flirtatious advance his way when in his company.
It's interesting how these things creep up so quickly. After agonising for months over matters of the heart, I let go and BANG.
Having just read the above back to myself, I have an almost disappointing knot in my stomach. Every few months I meet a guy. Inevitably it never lasts as I find some imperfection in the relationship. This could be one of those tiring moments.
This is what the pessimistic me would voice.
The optimistic me is saying roll with it and loosen a brick or two in that horrifically thick wall you've built yourself.
To reiterate [3]; I don't NEED a relationship, I'd just LIKE one.
Time will tell.
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